I'VE MOVED.

Cause i've reached the photos limit.
So, my new journal has the same layout, and title
and blahblahblah.
So, don't click refresh like mad, thinking that your internet
is giving you problem.
HAHAHAHAHA

eyesyourshut.livejournal.com

See you there, suckas.



 

Dearest Hades,
No one on the corner have swagga like us.

Guess what.
Hweeling and I took blood pressure, blood test and all
those stuff for the donation.
But, sadly, our  mission to save at least three lives failed.
:(
My vein is too small and soft.
Hweeling's vein is too soft.
Which means that we can't donate blood.
Damn sad.
We pon the first half of business law lecture because of that.
went in during the break so that we won't be making any
grand entrance.
Yeah, sucks.

So now,
I want to find a way to make my vein big and hard.
I don't care, i want to donate blood at least once in my life.



Before screening and blood test.



Hwee Ling.
:D



The sticker for people like me and Hwee Ling.
HAHAHHAAHAHHA
Cute, right?



i don't know why my body temperature is freaking high.
It's the same for yesterday too.
and it's super weird when my friends are freaking cold
and i'm still warm.
Hmmm, maybe i'm really thick skinned.
OR, SIMPLY, HOT!
Okay, i think i'm hot.
yes.
HOT.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA

I realised that lots of girls can't donate their blood due to
their small/soft veins.
And hell yeah, I understand how sucky it feels when you're
mentally prepared for the pain and in the end, your
freaking vein is just too small/soft.
:(:(

Oh, tmr is the Pledge of Silence!
WEEEEEEEEEEEEE~
At least doing something helpful.
REMEMBER TO WEAR RED, RINA, HWEELING & SERMIN!

Anyway, i'm super busy this weekend.
I'm going to Night Safari with Sis and Momma on friday night.
Then, I have Singapore Discovery Centre thingy on Saturday.
I'm working at Snow City on Sunday.
Plus, next week is going to be pretty hectic.

So, I'm off to complete the tutorials for next week so that
i don't have much work to do on my weekend.

Oh, by the way, I have no time for your bullshits.
Thank you very much.
Now, i'm going to scram.

BYE!


 

Dearest Hades,
that it's all for the best?

WTF.
Okay, Hweeling and I agreed that tmr we'll be donating blood.
Yes, I've already researched about the procedures
and stuff like that.
I'm still scared thinking of the needleS.
Cause I have to go for the blood test first.
And then the real huge motherfucking needle.
I'm freaking out just thinking about it.
*runs around the house screaming*

Anyway, although i'm freaking out like nobody's business,
 i'm worried that i can't donate any blood.
If the result of my blood test shows that my iron level is
low, then obviously, i can't.
So, please please please please let me have high iron level.
pleasepleasepleasepleaseplease.
oh, and pleasepleasepleasepleaseplease if i could donate my blood,
pleasepleasepleaseplease make the process of inserting the
hugeass needle in my vein painless.
Put me on drugs, give me painkillers or anything.
Just make the process painless.
Hweeling, remember to eat breakfast tmr morning!!

I think tonight i can't sleep well.
But then again, if i'm not able to donate, then i just wasted
my time thinking and freaking out instead of sleeping.
Fuck.
How?

I can't help but constantly think about it.
OHMYGOD lah.
okay wait, think about the people who had to go through
even worse that this.
Like, Wolverine in X-men!
He had a hell lots of needles inserted all over his body
before his nails/whatever &bones&whatever turned into metal.
YES.
That's the way.

Okay, so, now, i shall erm, erm, erm,
think.
yes, think.
calmly.
yes.


Bye~



 

Dearest Hades,
bloody thumbdrive & period.

Okay, before i start cursing like mad, as you guys know,
today is DADDY'S BIRTHDAY!
WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~
Had dinner at Pizza Hut, i swear the service sucks
big time.
So, here are the photos!



Birthday boy.
:D



Bro.



Sis.



Momma




I'LL KILL YOU WITH MY CHICKEN AH!





NICE, RIGHT?





WEEEEEEEE~







Opening his present.



Still opening and someone extra at the back.



Still opening.
Look at momma's pose.
-.-



Yup, wallet from Goldlion.
:D



And durian puffs.
AWESOME.
bro's fingernail is nicer than mine.
-.-



Although they looked pretty ugly here, nice siah!



HELL YEAH.
Not a big fan of durian.
But i like it!
:D

And self-loving photos coming up.
HAHAHAHAHA








Anyway, i just realised that the bloody files in my thumbdrive
including zoo important documents are empty.
NO DOCUMENT AT ALL.
WHATTHEFUCK.
I hope Hannah saved the documents in her laptop, man.
If not, I'm dead.
From now onwards, I'm going to save them in my laptop.
Not only in my thumbdrive.
That piece of crap.
Tsk.

DSS drained my energy, man.
4 freaking questions for us to try out.
I'm left with one more cause i really can't take it anymore.
So, I'm going to continue it tmr.

Okay, I'm really tired now.
Multi-tasking is no joke.
Blogging, DSS tutorial, upload photos, discuss about
2 things at one go.
Used up my pizzas and durian puffs.
Bloody hell.

Okay, I'll shut up.
BYE!

:D


 

Dearest, Hades,
Oh fuck.

I just spent like more than an hour resetting this
bloody journal password.
Cause i forgot.
And then, when it's accepted, i forgot what i typed.
Awesome brain i have.
And i forgot to charge the freaking laptop battery.
Cause i'm lazy to bring the charger tmr since my
tutorial is only for two hours.
Plus, i don't use my laptop during lecture.

Anyway, i spent the whole day at home.
Studied for a while in the afternoon.
And stoned in front of my laptop.
Then, watched teevee and fell asleep.
Woke up when the movie i was watching ended
and here i am!
:D

Anyway, i only ate breakfast today and a super small
dinner.
I don't even know why but i don't feel that hungry today.
Yeah.

OH.
AND TMR IS DAD'S BIRTHDAY!

So,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, POPPPPPPA!
Although sometimes your actions really get on my nerves,
you are awesome!
Love you!

yeah.
so, thats all for today.
And my journal song is awesome.
Really.
Not screamo, i swear.
HAHAHAHAHHA



BYE!


 

 

 

Dearest Hades,
I'm super hungry!

I dragged myself out of the bed to get to the Singapore
Discovery Centre for a tour.
Wah, pretty boring and all.
But at least i found out lots of new things about my home.
:D
And hell yeah, lots of army guys there.
(You know, i know.)
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHA

Reached home at around 11.30am and did tutorials
and fell asleep while waiting for sis.
Then, went JP for my lunch+dinner with sis at LJS.
Rushed home and off for floorbbbaaallll!
Yes, for the first time, nobody got injured.
Cause i was the goalkeeper most of the time.
Yeah, and ohmygod, I watched LOTR just now.

I forgot how handsome and awesome Legolas is.
And i think Arwen is super pretty.
Can't wait for the last movie on Channel 5.
HAHAHAHHAHAHHA

And, I think my fringe grew longer already!
YOU SEEEEEE!



The difference between sis's awesome camera quality and my
mobile's _|_ camera quality.
Anyway, my fringe used to be just covering half of my eyebrows.
But now, it fully covers my eyebrows.
AWESOME!

Oh, did i mention that Harris sell stuffed animals?
GOT ELEPHANT SIAHHHHH!
i was whining to sis that i want one.
But she ignored me.
Bloody hell.
I shall save up for one.
And i just realised that i don't own any giant stuffed toy
even when I was younger.
Those super huge kind.
HAHAHHAHAHAHA
So, i shall find a way to get one and stare and laugh at it.
HAHAHAHAHAHHAHA
Freak.

Okay.
I'm done.
BYE!
HAHAHHAHHA

 

Dearest Hades,
my definition of friends.

This morning.
Sort of quarreled with someone.
Which ended up not happily ever after.
I'm sorry it's one-sided.
And i did drop hints that I'm not interested.
You are the one who chose to do those things and
desired for us to be more than friends.
I can't find a nice way to say the cold hard truth right in your face.
Until today, cause i really can't stand how clingy
you are even when we are nothing but friends.
But, it's partly my fault for giving you the wrong idea if
i did without realising it.
And i did what you wanted me to do,
I deleted you AND your friends from facebook.
I hope you're happy and grow up soon.

Honestly, if you were to ask me whether I'm upset that i've lost
a friend, I'm not.
(I'm not referring to death.)
I don't feel anything.
Yes, i know that sounds super mean.
 past experiences can really help a lot.
Although I love making new friends and hanging out together,
 i do understand that they come and go.
Today, we are best friends forever.
The next day, we are plain strangers.

Take some of my secondary school friends for example,
we said that we'll keep in touch no matter what happens and
update each other about everything everyday.
Somehow, it turned out "Keeping in touch" means that
seeing you online, nothing more.
We don't talk about life.
We don't hang out anymore.
We're back to being strangers.

I do envy people like Sabri and Ser Min.
For having best friends.

No, I'm not angry nor sad.
I'm just sharing how I see things.
I'm not blaming anyone.
I don't mind having friends who will eventually walk out of my life.
It just shows how much you really treasure someone.
And me, I did the same thing to some people.
Because i don't think that i should be wasting my time
cherishing someone like them.
I'm sorry i'm not the perfect "treasure everything" blahblahblah
but fuck, like i care.

For now, I do have a bunch of awesome friends.
Just that once poly is over, maybe there goes our friendship.
Who knows, right?
:)

But I know that I do treasure the memories that used-to-be-bestfriends,
used-to-be-friends, current-bestfriends, current-friends and I
spent together doing crazy/mundane stuff.

So, you just read a teenyweenypewny bit
of my thoughts.

Now, I want to eat ice-cream.

BYE!
:|

 

Dearest Hades,
who says being too ambitious is wrong?

HELLO, EVERYONE!

I signed up for the Pledge of Silence by LEO Club in my school
with Hweeling, Sermin and Rina.
Awesome or what?
Thanks to Hweeling's random question about joining that
event during DSS workshop.
Basically, in this event, we have to keep silent for 8 hours in the
campus on 30th October.
But we can communicate by writing or something.
Which, we already have an idea.
Anyway, the objective is to change discriminatory attitude towards
HIV/AIDS.
Okay, come to think of it, this will be a tough challenge for me.
But, i'll try my best.
:D

And again, thanks to Hweeling, i want to donate my blood.
Although I'm freaking scared of the needle, but i shall overcome
that fear and save lives.
*takes a short break and looks for weighing machine*
HELL YEAH, I'M 50KG, YO!
WOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOO~
Which means, i can donate blood.
No, don't tell me that the weighing machine is not working.
Thats going to suck if that really happens, man.

Oh, Decision Support Spreadsheets (DSS) was awesome.
Ridiculous Robots
That's the name of our team.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
And we met our new classmates.
Nicholas described himself as nerdy (next Jin Ming, but cooler)
and there i was wearing the freaking "I Luv Nerds" tee shirt.
Hid the words with my hair.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA
Business Law was not bad either.
Just that the lecturer was so excited that she dragged our
lecture all the way till 4.30pm.
Cute, right?
:D

I feel a sense of accomplishment.
I didn't let myself down by pussying out at the very last minute.
At least I tried.
And if all else fails, I'll offer free hugs.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHHA
okay, i mean, i still believe in myself and try harder.
:D

Okay, so, i'm off to complete whatever i can so
that i can enjoy my weekend.

BYE!
:D

 

Dearest Hades,
 I don't love you, like i did yesterday.

I wasn't feeling well today.
Skipped lecture at 11.
Luckily i didn't bother to drag myself there cause Junhao
said it was a waste of time and Rina said he just went through
the previous semester stuff.
But definitely felt better after eating those pills.
So, tonight i'm going to complete the freaking tutorial.

Hehe, it's been a long time since i logged in to friendster.
And looking at those photos.
Before entering poly and hanging out and doing stupid
things with secondary school mates.

Therefore, I'm going to upload those photos.
And smile.
HAHAHAHAHHA



Secondary 2.
Cross country run.
We really ran like mad.
Until we were secondary four and then Nad, Keeteng, Xulan and I
realised that it was not worth running.
So, we walked and took our own sweet time.
Met our principal while we were singing "I Like Big Butts" happily.
She didn't even bugged us to run.
HAHAHAHAHAHHA



Chingay.
Awesome experience.
Committed our Sunday evenings to attend the dance trainings.
We hated the dance instructor.
But grew to love him.
And the only time i sprayed my hair red!
I LIKKKKEEE!
LOL



Secondary three.
A super noisy and mad class.
Full of people with weird but interesting personalities.



Secondary four.
Same people as previous year's.
But lesser.
:(



Sending people to India for exchange programme.
:D



After Nadhirah's cheerleading competition!
WOOHOOOOOOO!



HEHEHEHE.
I admit, i hate NPCC, until now.
Not because of the people there, though.
:D



Excos of fourth student council.
Someone still owe us lunch, right?
HAHAHAHAHHA



I love this polaroid photo.
Look at how close and happy we are.
Should organise an outing soon.
Then we catch up and bitch and crap.
:D



:D



We stood in front of the body slimming shop and pretended
that we were fat.
Took another photo of us when we "slimmed down".
But i couldn't find that photo.
And we knew the people inside can see us.
But, to hell with them.
HAHAHAHAHHAHA assholes.
:D



Those days when i wore black skinnies.
Hanged chains on my pants.
Super thick eyeliner.



Told you.



My first kiss at the museum.
A trip with NPCC mates.



Ordered fishball noodles and ended
up throwing them away.
I swear I ate a lot.
But somehow, i think the noodles reproduced.
So, not my fault.



Sentosa-ed.
A farewell thingy for Eshan whos in Oman now.



After the stupid Tug-Of-War bullshit that was held in the
freaking hall.
We lost like mad cause the floor was goddamn slippery
and our shoes were olllddddd already.
We could have won lah.
So, this is the result of lousy planning.



Usher for seniors' promenade.
We got nothing to do.
So, i collected the helium balloons and started
to run around in that crazy hat holding them.
AWESOME?



And ending with a pretty photo of my favourite girlfriends and I.
I miss you guys.
After Tetek's Os, I'll organise an outing for us, okay?
A promise.
:D

And weird, someone mentioned that I've changed.
I'm not surprised.
But better or worse?
HAHAHAHAHHAHA

"I know it seems like we're never coming back
I know it feels like we're never coming back
You tried your best and you knew it wouldn't last
They were the words that she placed on her casket"


BYE!